Friday, April 08, 2005

11)Tupac Poem

I Cry
Sometimes when I'm alone
I Cry, Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry and no one cares about why.

10)Sleepless nights

I had a nightmare last night. I must have been subconsciously paranoid about something yesterday because the nightmare came an hour after I'd fallen asleep and it wasn't even midnight yet! I dreamt that I was in my bedroom and someone was trying to get in. So basically, I was being chased but there was no running.

What am I hiding from? What am I running from in reality? I think it may be the idea of going back to school. I dunno but I was really scared. Scared enough to sleep with the tv on for the rest of the night. And scared enough to call someone to come stay with me, but unfortunately, there was no one for me to call. (tear)

9)The boring life I live

My friend Ryan says I should write in my blog everyday. I tell him that my life is not interesting enough to write about everyday. I go to work, then to the gym, then home to watch a little tv then off to bed.

Does anyone have any suggestions as to what I could write about on a daily basis??